Mh-, slurring self
Been having a whole week of “you’re an icky, disgusting tranny, why would anyone want you” and “you’re awful and offputting and everyone should remove you from their lives” and such kinds of thoughts and feels. It really sucks because nothing in my immediate life brought it on, though maybe all the background transphobia in the US right now fed into it. At the end of the day though, it’s just another bad mental health slump I have to trudge through til I get to the other side.It is temporary, I will find joy and motivation on the other side again, but for now I’m just in brain muck. Blegh
