crying into the void
kitten's not so great this evening.and i have spent my afternoon, being too ill to move much and far too ill to work today, researching what i might be able to put on my face to stop it feeling like it's being constantly sunburnt and grated (and also itching).
there are so many ingredients i already know i can't tolerate, and i've just found out that what i thought was a safe one may not be because of cross-reactivity, and now there's pretty much nothing left but my skin is too desiccated for nothing and.
i've just had so very much enough of all of this.
did we pay money yesterday for the vet to make him worse? maybe he just needs to adjust ...
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(but actually my tears burn my eyes and skin because they're mostly salt and oil with hardly any water and. FUCK ALL OF THIS.)