mental health negative, self harm mention
i am having,, a really rough day today. my brain is feeling very chaotic. i'm jumping between so many emotions and wanting to hurt myself in various ways. i have not felt this bad in awhile. i feel like my mind is being torn apart in so many various different directions. i'm trying to keep it together. i want to do something fucking crazy. i feel the need to give into my bpd delusions. it wouldn't do me any good, i just know for some fucked up reason it would feel good to do so
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