ph-, trauma, trans stuff, genitals, mh+ I guess? but also mh-
Just got home from seeing my HRT nurse, who is always lovely. I brought up the idea of getting a referral for bottom surgery, and mentioned that it was kind of an emergency because of how bad downstairs was fucked up from a circumcision I got when I was 10 that they fucked hilariously. The got a doctor in to consult about what to do... and the idea is that I should probably go to a urologist first to sort that shit out... because a bunch of lovely things have happened to me that should have really had a follow up from a urologist already after my trip to the emergency ward. I don't think I'm making a coherent story right now because that drained all my spoons. On the up side something is going to be scheduled or some shit... i dunno but I'm pretty sure I'll be making another trip to the emergency ward for downstairs in the next few weeks... it's getting worse, What's been done to me by doctors down there is pretty shit, but what's not been done is probably worse. I don't know something is going to be done I guess I'm out of spoons for today.
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